i've recently come upon this new experience.
the side effects are not unlike that feeling you get in your chest when you're deeply in love. but that feeling is not it. i'm not advanced enough in my practice to properly explain what i feel, but it's there. it's a feeling of whole-ness. this one-ness with all things that goes beyond being connected. it's full integration and it changes the way i deal with absolutely every aspect of my life. i want to share this feeling with everyone, but i don't know how.